To tell you the truth...

I miss everything about her.

Robbed

My house got robbed last Saturday.

That sucks you know!!!!! I always laughed at those who got robbed and now, look at me.. fucking karma really is a bitch! My latest ipod, laptop, collection of watches, even clothes were stolen. I was so angry I felt like hunting those bastards down and chop them up to pieces. Btw, i got a call from my mom when I was at Phuture too, we only went in for 10 minutes or so and she called. Our bottles were still fresh and we had to go. Thanks you guys for insisting to come along, you guys could have stayed and enjoyed the night you know...? =)

Anyway, now I'm in CC. gonna play dota now and after heading to KLCC to get a new laptop. Damn fucking ma fan man.

Btw, whos going to The Artistry Party in Quattro on 2nd of October??
Boys like girls will be there too!

Ring me whoever whos going, see you there!!!

LET'S PARTY!

Quattro

Quattro is a nightclub opened not long ago. I've been there 2 or 3 times and I love winter. =D We'll be celebrating Xin Yi's 20th birthday at Autumn in a few days time and I hope it wouldn't be a bad night. Since the guest list is a bit...... er.. let's just say a lot of conflict are on it. So yeah.

See you on Thursday!!!

I have always loved you..

I was waiting for the doors to open for my assembly, and I opened my computer and I started reading those emails that I sent her, like 30 or more maybe, over the course of our relationship. And not just short messages, I'm talking about long, involved love letters. Like desperately trying to be romantic and poetic, whatever and embarrassing as it is, it was also the kind of the best stuff I've ever written. Because it had this naive idealism thing going on where ours is going to be one of the greatest love stories ever told, and I'm writing it. So I was sitting and reading those emails and there's some turbulence, and I started to have this massive panic attack, like nothing I've ever had, and I think it's happening because I can never imagine feeling that way about anybody else, probably ever again.

Am i the only guy that thinks Sean Kingston is fucking cute?

I am awesome.
I am awesome.

but but.. no matter how awesome I feel. Do you know what hurts the most?

The feeling of being replaced. It’s like no matter what you did, it wasn’t enough. And no matter what you do to try and capture their heart again, doesn’t seem to work. And you’re suddenly left thinking that you’ll never be enough.

Fearless

I wish i was still in high school.. that way, i'll be on a holiday right now. this sucks.. i was just reminiscing about my high school life. it all came back like a bolt, and i just smiled to myself. I really do miss those times. those were the times when i was worry free. when i could just joke around in class, sleep, make fun of the teachers, skipping class, smoking in the toilet, playing basketball during free periods, throwing food outside the school for the cats and dogs to eat. wtf. it was hell of a fun to me. It's all so different now. College is way different. I've been here for 2 years, and it's nothing compared to high school. My easy life is way behind me now. I've changed for the better, gotten more serious. in other words, grown up to be a man. But sometimes, i just cant help but to miss those times in school.

SIGHHHHH!


Taylor Swift is....

There's somethin' 'bout the way the street looks when it's just rained
There's a glow off the pavement, you walk me to the car
And you know I wanna ask you to dance right there
In the middle of the parking lot, yeah

We're drivin' down the road, I wonder if you know
I'm tryin' so hard not to get caught up now
But you're just so cool, run your hands through your hair
Absent-mindedly makin' me want you

And I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

So baby drive slow 'til we run out of road
In this one horse town, I wanna stay right here
In this passenger seat, you put your eyes on me
In this moment, now capture it, remember it

'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

Well, you stood there with me in the doorway
My hands shake, I'm not usually this way
But you pull me in and I'm a little more brave
It's the first kiss, it's flawless, really somethin'
It's fearless

'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless


amazingly pretty with awesome lyrics!

Found this in YX's blog. Stoned face. With Lings at the back.. supposedly texting her dearest Kevin AT THE TIME I guess... ahahahah,
I hope you are reading this.. cause you hardly come online and we hardly get to talk to you anymore.. must be really busy over there. And you know what? I dont even know the time difference =.=
just wanted to say..
WE MISS YOU, GIRL!!! =)
Come back come back! F.A.S.T. The partying are getting dull without you. Boop (inside joke) Hahahahaha..

Highly Recommended

COBRA STARSHIP'S LATEST ALBUM.
Even though their previous albums aren't as great as this one, they were still one my favourite band. THIS IS THE SHIT!!!! Go download! =)

We live on profound lyrics, thought-provoking late night conversations, lame inside jokes with the friends we know we’ll always have, music, and girls that take the time to become involved with the three things I just mentioned.

R.i.p.

So the legendary Michael Jackson has passed away a week ago or so. Every fucking radio station has been playing his songs ever since and it's kind of getting me irritated like fuck. But the only thing I'm REALLY annoyed is the fact that some people tend to get overreacted and all those shit bout him passing away they started grieving and emo-ing continuously as if Mj is their father or something. Wth? I know he is an awesome guy, and he is a legend. But dudes and durettes, you guys don't even know him!!!!!!!!! =.="
I'm a big fan of him too, no doubt. His songs like Billy Jeans and Dangerous gets me into the mood. And the one and only Heal The World will always be my favourite motivation song. But he's a celeb, and I've never met him before, like most of us here. So.... SAI MM SAI GAM YONG AH?!

Surfing around..

www.gutteruncensored.com

====DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

This site is sick, I likeeee. They should have more of celebrities though, I don't like it when they pick random slutty girls to post it up. Best part of them all, they post up Malaysian news too. Like, omg please? HAHA.

OMG my iphone has been sent to repair. =(

leighton meester

I'M SORRY BUT IM JUST SO IN LOVE WITH HER!!!!!!!!!!!

starting on season 2 of gossip girl now. =)

Prisan Break is over. Yeshh. =( I'm starting on Gossip Girl. Since all my girl, friends, can't stop talking bout it 24/7 whenever we're out, even in the clubs. o.O I would just stone there, so I'm gonna start watching now!! So i can join the conversation in the future, but wait for me la you guys.. i'm just starting!!! haha!

she is damn fucking, hot.

Joke!

Question: Ms America, how do you describe a male organ in your country?
Ms America: Well, I can say that male organs in Americaare like gentlemen.
Question: How can you say so?
Ms America: Because it stands every time it sees a woman...

Question: Ms Spain, how do you describe a male organ in your country?
Ms Spain: Male organs in our country are like our very own Bullfight or
Question: How can you say so?
Ms Spain: Because it charges every time it sees an opening.

Question: Ms Philippines, how do you describe a male organ in your country?
Ms Philippines: Well, I can say that male organs in our country are like
gossip or rumors.
Question: How can you say so?
Ms Philippines: Because it passes from mouth to mouth.

Question: Ms Iran, how do you describe a male organ in your Country?
Ms Iran: Well, I can say that male organs in Iranare like thieves.
Question: How can you say so?
Ms I ran: Because they like to enter through the back door.

Question: Ms India, how do you describe a male organ in your country?
Ms India: Well, I can say the male organs in Indiaare like labourers.
Question: How can you say so?
Ms India: Because it works day and night......

Question: Ms Malaysia, how do you describe a male organ in your country?
Ms Malaysia: Well, I can say that Male Organs in Malaysia are like
Proton car.
Question: How can you say so?
Ms Malaysia: Look tough but actually very soft.
(Applause!Applause! Laughter! Laughter! Applause! Applause!)

Question: Ms Singapore,how do you describe a male organ in your country?
Ms Singapore: Well, I can say that male organ In Singapore is very Kiasu
(Afraid to lose).
Question: How can you say so?
Ms Singapore: It always wants to rush in quick and leave 15 minutes before
the show is over.

Question: Ms China, how do you describe a male organ in your country?
Ms China: Well, I can say that Male Organs in Chinaare like Deng Siu Ping..
Question: How can you say so?
Ms China: Short and hard working, but can work until 90.
(Applause!Applause! Laughter! Laughter! Applause! Applause!)

Hahahhaha.
going clubbing now. good bye

Crack a bottle

Life has been really boring lately.. I'm gonna come in here more often now.. and write lots of nonsense.


So freaking funnnnnnnnnny!
thanks jane =)

HONDA ACCORD!!!! SAUDI VERSION

MAHAI, DAMN CHUN OH MY GOOOOOOOOOD. It's like freaking transformers, real life!!!

Valentines.

It's nothing to me anymore. Normally i'd spend my day with you, we've been doing it for 3 years. And now it feels so weird that i'm alone at home, doing nothing but staring at a blank ceiling, thinking hard where did it all go wrong... I'm sorry if i never fought for you when you wanted me to, i'd just figured, well.. making another mistake is just gonna hurt you more. And i don't want that.
It's been some time since we have talked. This is weird, i was pondering last night whether i should call you just to wish you happy valentines or something. Something stopped me though, maybe it was fear. Fear of getting closed to you and falling harder for you, again. Which i know i will, always. You were my one true love, and now it feels like i can never live fully again. But i know, it takes time. I know you feel the same way too. But it takes time. We're only humans afterall.
I think its best that we keep things between us this way for awhile. It sucks, i know. But its for the best. I don't wanan sound like those typical cliche bullshit excuses, but its the truth. For me, for you, for us.
So i hope you read this, just wanna tell you..

Happy Valentines Day..
Love.