Valentines.

It's nothing to me anymore. Normally i'd spend my day with you, we've been doing it for 3 years. And now it feels so weird that i'm alone at home, doing nothing but staring at a blank ceiling, thinking hard where did it all go wrong... I'm sorry if i never fought for you when you wanted me to, i'd just figured, well.. making another mistake is just gonna hurt you more. And i don't want that.
It's been some time since we have talked. This is weird, i was pondering last night whether i should call you just to wish you happy valentines or something. Something stopped me though, maybe it was fear. Fear of getting closed to you and falling harder for you, again. Which i know i will, always. You were my one true love, and now it feels like i can never live fully again. But i know, it takes time. I know you feel the same way too. But it takes time. We're only humans afterall.
I think its best that we keep things between us this way for awhile. It sucks, i know. But its for the best. I don't wanan sound like those typical cliche bullshit excuses, but its the truth. For me, for you, for us.
So i hope you read this, just wanna tell you..

Happy Valentines Day..
Love.