It's fathers day today.

I used to dread every minute of it cause it's time for celebration for the father with dinners and gifts. But right now, all i feel is regret bout all the thoughts i've thought last time. I regret not caring so much when you're around.. not giving a damn at all to be more specific.

He was so young then.. he could still live for a long time. lifes unfair, he didn't deserved it. He was a good man. he was a good father. he was the best man.

Happy fathers day, dad.

Missing you badly. see you in heaven.