In my own fantasy..

2010-01-03T12:18:00.000+08:00

LIFE SUCKS

HAPPY FUCKING NEW YEARS

2009-10-09T00:46:00.000+08:00

To tell you the truth...

I miss everything about her.

Robbed

2009-09-27T15:52:00.002+08:00

My house got robbed last Saturday.

That sucks you know!!!!! I always laughed at those who got robbed and now, look at me.. fucking karma really is a bitch! My latest ipod, laptop, collection of watches, even clothes were stolen. I was so angry I felt like hunting those bastards down and chop them up to pieces. Btw, i got a call from my mom when I was at Phuture too, we only went in for 10 minutes or so and she called. Our bottles were still fresh and we had to go. Thanks you guys for insisting to come along, you guys could have stayed and enjoyed the night you know...? =)

Anyway, now I'm in CC. gonna play dota now and after heading to KLCC to get a new laptop. Damn fucking ma fan man.

Btw, whos going to The Artistry Party in Quattro on 2nd of October??
Boys like girls will be there too!

Ring me whoever whos going, see you there!!!

LET'S PARTY!

Quattro

2009-09-15T13:32:00.003+08:00

Quattro is a nightclub opened not long ago. I've been there 2 or 3 times and I love winter. =D We'll be celebrating Xin Yi's 20th birthday at Autumn in a few days time and I hope it wouldn't be a bad night. Since the guest list is a bit...... er.. let's just say a lot of conflict are on it. So yeah.

See you on Thursday!!!

I have always loved you..

2009-09-05T18:03:00.003+08:00

I was waiting for the doors to open for my assembly, and I opened my computer and I started reading those emails that I sent her, like 30 or more maybe, over the course of our relationship. And not just short messages, I'm talking about long, involved love letters. Like desperately trying to be romantic and poetic, whatever and embarrassing as it is, it was also the kind of the best stuff I've ever written. Because it had this naive idealism thing going on where ours is going to be one of the greatest love stories ever told, and I'm writing it. So I was sitting and reading those emails and there's some turbulence, and I started to have this massive panic attack, like nothing I've ever had, and I think it's happening because I can never imagine feeling that way about anybody else, probably ever again.

Am i the only guy that thinks Sean Kingston is fucking cute?

2009-09-04T19:02:00.005+08:00

2009-09-02T18:01:00.001+08:00

I am awesome.
I am awesome.

but but.. no matter how awesome I feel. Do you know what hurts the most?

The feeling of being replaced. It’s like no matter what you did, it wasn’t enough. And no matter what you do to try and capture their heart again, doesn’t seem to work. And you’re suddenly left thinking that you’ll never be enough.

Fearless

2009-08-27T14:20:00.000+08:00

I wish i was still in high school.. that way, i'll be on a holiday right now. this sucks.. i was just reminiscing about my high school life. it all came back like a bolt, and i just smiled to myself. I really do miss those times. those were the times when i was worry free. when i could just joke around in class, sleep, make fun of the teachers, skipping class, smoking in the toilet, playing basketball during free periods, throwing food outside the school for the cats and dogs to eat. wtf. it was hell of a fun to me. It's all so different now. College is way different. I've been here for 2 years, and it's nothing compared to high school. My easy life is way behind me now. I've changed for the better, gotten more serious. in other words, grown up to be a man. But sometimes, i just cant help but to miss those times in school.

SIGHHHHH!

Taylor Swift is....

There's somethin' 'bout the way the street looks when it's just rained
There's a glow off the pavement, you walk me to the car
And you know I wanna ask you to dance right there
In the middle of the parking lot, yeah

We're drivin' down the road, I wonder if you know
I'm tryin' so hard not to get caught up now
But you're just so cool, run your hands through your hair
Absent-mindedly makin' me want you

And I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

So baby drive slow 'til we run out of road
In this one horse town, I wanna stay right here
In this passenger seat, you put your eyes on me
In this moment, now capture it, remember it

'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

Well, you stood there with me in the doorway
My hands shake, I'm not usually this way
But you pull me in and I'm a little more brave
It's the first kiss, it's flawless, really somethin'
It's fearless

'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

amazingly pretty with awesome lyrics!

2009-08-21T01:17:00.000+08:00

Found this in YX's blog. Stoned face. With Lings at the back.. supposedly texting her dearest Kevin AT THE TIME I guess... ahahahah,
I hope you are reading this.. cause you hardly come online and we hardly get to talk to you anymore.. must be really busy over there. And you know what? I dont even know the time difference =.=
just wanted to say..
WE MISS YOU, GIRL!!! =)
Come back come back! F.A.S.T. The partying are getting dull without you. Boop (inside joke) Hahahahaha..

Highly Recommended

2009-08-07T16:25:00.000+08:00

COBRA STARSHIP'S LATEST ALBUM.
Even though their previous albums aren't as great as this one, they were still one my favourite band. THIS IS THE SHIT!!!! Go download! =)

2009-07-28T23:21:00.000+08:00

We live on profound lyrics, thought-provoking late night conversations, lame inside jokes with the friends we know we’ll always have, music, and girls that take the time to become involved with the three things I just mentioned.

R.i.p.

2009-07-05T18:04:00.001+08:00

So the legendary Michael Jackson has passed away a week ago or so. Every fucking radio station has been playing his songs ever since and it's kind of getting me irritated like fuck. But the only thing I'm REALLY annoyed is the fact that some people tend to get overreacted and all those shit bout him passing away they started grieving and emo-ing continuously as if Mj is their father or something. Wth? I know he is an awesome guy, and he is a legend. But dudes and durettes, you guys don't even know him!!!!!!!!! =.="
I'm a big fan of him too, no doubt. His songs like Billy Jeans and Dangerous gets me into the mood. And the one and only Heal The World will always be my favourite motivation song. But he's a celeb, and I've never met him before, like most of us here. So.... SAI MM SAI GAM YONG AH?!

Surfing around..

2009-07-02T18:01:00.000+08:00

www.gutteruncensored.com

====DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

This site is sick, I likeeee. They should have more of celebrities though, I don't like it when they pick random slutty girls to post it up. Best part of them all, they post up Malaysian news too. Like, omg please? HAHA.

2009-06-29T13:59:00.000+08:00

OMG my iphone has been sent to repair. =(

leighton meester

2009-06-21T23:58:00.001+08:00

I'M SORRY BUT IM JUST SO IN LOVE WITH HER!!!!!!!!!!!

starting on season 2 of gossip girl now. =)

2009-05-21T16:08:00.002+08:00

Prisan Break is over. Yeshh. =( I'm starting on Gossip Girl. Since all my girl, friends, can't stop talking bout it 24/7 whenever we're out, even in the clubs. o.O I would just stone there, so I'm gonna start watching now!! So i can join the conversation in the future, but wait for me la you guys.. i'm just starting!!! haha!

she is damn fucking, hot.

Joke!

2009-05-16T21:25:00.001+08:00

Question: Ms America, how do you describe a male organ in your country?
Ms America: Well, I can say that male organs in Americaare like gentlemen.
Question: How can you say so?
Ms America: Because it stands every time it sees a woman...

Question: Ms Spain, how do you describe a male organ in your country?
Ms Spain: Male organs in our country are like our very own Bullfight or
Question: How can you say so?
Ms Spain: Because it charges every time it sees an opening.

Question: Ms Philippines, how do you describe a male organ in your country?
Ms Philippines: Well, I can say that male organs in our country are like
gossip or rumors.
Question: How can you say so?
Ms Philippines: Because it passes from mouth to mouth.

Question: Ms Iran, how do you describe a male organ in your Country?
Ms Iran: Well, I can say that male organs in Iranare like thieves.
Question: How can you say so?
Ms I ran: Because they like to enter through the back door.

Question: Ms India, how do you describe a male organ in your country?
Ms India: Well, I can say the male organs in Indiaare like labourers.
Question: How can you say so?
Ms India: Because it works day and night......

Question: Ms Malaysia, how do you describe a male organ in your country?
Ms Malaysia: Well, I can say that Male Organs in Malaysia are like
Proton car.
Question: How can you say so?
Ms Malaysia: Look tough but actually very soft.
(Applause!Applause! Laughter! Laughter! Applause! Applause!)

Question: Ms Singapore,how do you describe a male organ in your country?
Ms Singapore: Well, I can say that male organ In Singapore is very Kiasu
(Afraid to lose).
Question: How can you say so?
Ms Singapore: It always wants to rush in quick and leave 15 minutes before
the show is over.

Question: Ms China, how do you describe a male organ in your country?
Ms China: Well, I can say that Male Organs in Chinaare like Deng Siu Ping..
Question: How can you say so?
Ms China: Short and hard working, but can work until 90.
(Applause!Applause! Laughter! Laughter! Applause! Applause!)

Hahahhaha.
going clubbing now. good bye

Crack a bottle

2009-05-14T23:33:00.002+08:00

Life has been really boring lately.. I'm gonna come in here more often now.. and write lots of nonsense.

So freaking funnnnnnnnnny!
thanks jane =)

HONDA ACCORD!!!! SAUDI VERSION

2009-05-07T20:26:00.002+08:00

MAHAI, DAMN CHUN OH MY GOOOOOOOOOD. It's like freaking transformers, real life!!!

2009-02-28T04:35:00.001+08:00

2009-02-15T17:23:00.002+08:00

Valentines.

It's nothing to me anymore. Normally i'd spend my day with you, we've been doing it for 3 years. And now it feels so weird that i'm alone at home, doing nothing but staring at a blank ceiling, thinking hard where did it all go wrong... I'm sorry if i never fought for you when you wanted me to, i'd just figured, well.. making another mistake is just gonna hurt you more. And i don't want that.
It's been some time since we have talked. This is weird, i was pondering last night whether i should call you just to wish you happy valentines or something. Something stopped me though, maybe it was fear. Fear of getting closed to you and falling harder for you, again. Which i know i will, always. You were my one true love, and now it feels like i can never live fully again. But i know, it takes time. I know you feel the same way too. But it takes time. We're only humans afterall.
I think its best that we keep things between us this way for awhile. It sucks, i know. But its for the best. I don't wanan sound like those typical cliche bullshit excuses, but its the truth. For me, for you, for us.
So i hope you read this, just wanna tell you..

Happy Valentines Day..
Love.

2008-10-29T21:52:00.003+08:00

We've been together for so long i don't even remember when we even started. You're my life now, everything i do i'll include you. Whenever i said i don't give a damn, you know i do. I just don't wanna hear anything you're gonna say that will remind me of the future, of us not being together, of you going away someplace far far away. You're my life now, i can't bear to stand thinking of us not being together anymore. It actually brings tears to my eyes, it makes me angry. I don't wanna fight anymore, its always break up and make up in less than 48 hours. I just wanna spend the time i have left to have you by my side. I hope you understand why i've been acting this way. I hope you'll stay, i want you to stay. Just stay by my side.

2008-10-14T16:56:00.002+08:00

Holy shit. i was just checking my mail..

check this out.

Mass migration of STINGRAYS.

Unbelievable.. O.O.

I hate stringrays, they stunk on me once and Jay had to fucking pee on me. But yeah, this is unbelievable...

2008-09-02T20:05:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry i haven't been spending with a few of you in a while..college has been bitting my ass. hope to see you all again soon! =)

2008-08-10T22:20:00.002+08:00

Something fun happened on Friday night.

A bunch of us were at Laundry Bar.. watching the Olympics 2008... the opening ceremony was fucking awesome b.t.w. 12 years of spending time building it was totally worth it, i was .. blown away..

Anyway, we were playing truth or dare while watching.. Jack got dared to french some fat random girl a few tables away.. He really did and asked her whether he could and we were already laughing like crazy monkeys. To my surprise, she actually said yes. After 3 seconds of so called frenching she pushed him away and screamed " EWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.. SMOKERS BREATH!!! "

HAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAhhahahahahahahHHHAH.
All heads turned and wow.. guess Jack got back with flushed cheeks. It was hilarious in action, we should have recorded it or something!

2008-07-23T20:56:00.002+08:00

Hello people..

I just realized something, almost everyone is going to MTV Asia Awards, so many links around.. if only i would be willing to pay 1.5K for a bloody ticket. But nah, i don't think i would. I would rather spend it all on something more.. worth while. Come on, 1.5K to a concert? =| As much as i want to go, as much i want to see LEONA LEWIS, i still couldn't bare paying it like i print out money from my pockets. So you guys, enough convincing and go have fun and take lots of pictures and videos for me! =D

THIS, IS, SO, TRUE

2008-07-08T19:27:00.000+08:00

The most selfish one-letter word - "I" Avoid it.
The most satisfying two-letter word - "We" Use it.
The most poisonous three-letter word - "Ego" Kill it.
The most used four-letter word - "Love" Value it.
The most pleasing five-letter word - "Smile" Keep it.
The fastest spreading six-letter word - "Rumour" Ignore it.
The hardest working seven-letter word - "Success" Achieve it.
The most enviable eight-letter word - "Jealousy" Distance it.
The most powerful nine-letter word - "Knowledge" Acquire it.
The most essential ten-letter word - "Confidence" Trust it.

2008-06-15T21:53:00.002+08:00

It's fathers day today.

I used to dread every minute of it cause it's time for celebration for the father with dinners and gifts. But right now, all i feel is regret bout all the thoughts i've thought last time. I regret not caring so much when you're around.. not giving a damn at all to be more specific.

He was so young then.. he could still live for a long time. lifes unfair, he didn't deserved it. He was a good man. he was a good father. he was the best man.

Happy fathers day, dad.

Missing you badly. see you in heaven.

2008-06-04T22:33:00.002+08:00

awesome!

Anyway, im pretty pissed today as i seriously had to pump some petrol in my car. but since petrol price is rising up by 70 over sens starting tomorrow every single freaking petrol station was like a toot toot train. fuck wei, i had to wait for bout an hour for my turn.

kiashu people.

2008-05-17T20:27:00.000+08:00

Heres a few funny photos of China i'd like to share with you people, it made me cracked up like crazy. Look closely at their languages.

And if youre dead, please get to the hospital..

A difficult meal...

I think it was that 'screw you' comment..

Start with the big toe...

well it IS free..

this would explain the bear cubs outside...

Flavor with heart...

too many kids?

HAHAHA. ouch

thank you for open!

Translation: 'no parking on bicyclists at any time'

how do you do?

no cracks?

Yeah, cheated out of breathing...

New in this section: 'Bowling with Bilbo'

I give my life and my company, but
they just keep demanding more...

2008-05-02T20:01:00.001+08:00

Finally took time to go to the cinema with baby. she finallly has time for me too.

IRONMAN is fucking cool.
a must watch.

2008-04-26T15:20:00.002+08:00

damn a lot of yamcha sessions and clubbing nights these 2 months..

I never yamcha'ed everyday for a week before.. this is definitely something big. haha

monday ; baby
tues ; karissa and friends
wed ; ex school buddies
thurs ; lings and suez
fri ; jia liang & college buddies

haha, right now. i shall start doing this damn assignment and i'll be heading to Brick Wall at night, see you guys there ;))

2008-04-23T18:59:00.000+08:00

he said he'll give me a slap on the balls the next time he sees me if i forgotten bout this..

but hey, i did not. and i'm sorry i cant be able to reach you at Aus.. but heres a big birthday wish to one of my best friends..

Happy 17th birthday Jian =D

2008-04-15T20:34:00.001+08:00

For those pals who reads my blog, Don't call nor message me for the time being.. my phone is currently in the workshop.

Thanks.
wait no, it's actually your welcome.
I'm telling you this to save up your time and credits =D

2008-04-07T18:01:00.002+08:00

I always loved Phua Chu Kang. His hair, his mole, his voice, his acts, his everything. I'm not gay, he just entertains me all the time. I loved his shows, i loved his Sars Rap song. Have you guys heard of it? If no, go download. It's fucking funny i couldn't stop listening to it last time.

And now, Phua Chu Kang is coming to town for lunch at the Legend Hotel on the *fuck, i forgot when.. must find out*

I really wanna go. now, who wants to accompany me and get tickets? Let me know. =)

2008-03-23T22:39:00.003+08:00

Thanks everybody, for the wishes, presents and everything else.

Special thanks for the close friends who is always there with me and are the reason that helped me to be what i've become today.

I love you guys, and girls. ======D

2008-03-11T19:56:00.001+08:00

Saosin was fucking awesome. no regrets no regrets. ahhhhhhhhhhhh.. come back..

2008-03-09T13:16:00.009+08:00

Okay, you stupid mother fuckers. Call me gay cause i blog for my girlfriend. What friends! hahaha..but anything for my girl. =) laugh all you want, haha didn't know you guys are loyal readers and come visit me every chance you come online though. I KNOW LAH, it's damn dead. But I'm pretty lazy but at least i do blog once in a while right?

Anyway, lifes been great i guess. Hanging, partying, swimming, etc. college life? lagi best. i love it.

I was surfing through the net and saw a few funny baby pictures.. heres some to entertain my 'dear' readers.

a baby with impressive cleavage

a baby who thinks the toilet bowl is a pond

a baby who has clearly gone loco

a baby who thinks his rice is his saliva

a baby whos kuku jiao wont function properly next time

a baby who knows how to ransack a fridge

a baby in a washing machine which probably shouldnt be used anymore

a baby who looks like a mummyyy

a baby who reminds me of leong kiat !

hahhahaha

2008-02-18T21:10:00.003+08:00

Wanna know how to get 6 packs in A DAY?

there.

2008-02-13T19:53:00.000+08:00

blogging is totally out of my system already.. i'll TRY to blog more often from now on.. school has been really hectic. and as bi said, i'm trying to squeeze every free time i've got to spend time with her. =) Valentines tomorrow! i'll definitely be free then..! Time to get lovey doveys..

and as for the singles, valentines isnt only just for couples okay. it's a day to spread your love to your loved ones including friends! stay happy!!! =D =D

2008-01-06T22:19:00.000+08:00

you guys really got punk'd huh? Have fun in school my dearest losers while i party hard till march! =P

2007-12-09T17:10:00.001+08:00

I was dragged on a shopping spree in Mid Valley on friday =.= i thought we were going to yam cha or whatever!! guess not? Jane, Yi Ching, Karissa and Su ann brought me to almost every shop in that mall..and asking my opinion on everything.. including bras and panties!! RAISE EYEBROW.

baby baby faster come back i'm missing you tonnes. =(

MCR, HERE I COME!

2007-11-27T15:32:00.000+08:00

Feels damn fucking good to be free. Went yam cha at Starbucks with Lings, Alex and the long lost Suez. =) then clubbed at zouk at night..still having a hangover. damn!

2007-11-25T17:55:00.001+08:00

ONE MORE PAPER TO GO AND I'M OFFICIALLY FREE. WHEE WHEE AND WHEE. PARTIES, EVENTS, MOVIES, SHOPPING SPREES, HOLIDAYS, WAIT FOR ME!!

2007-11-03T01:35:00.001+08:00

i got to stop fucking with the car and sit down to study more weiii. 8 more fucking days! panicking i could pee in my pants! no more hartamas also! damn it.

2007-10-28T01:52:00.000+08:00

Karissa got me addicted to Hairsprays ' i can hear the bells ' . i feel so damn gay right now.

and i officially got my P! driving woohoo!

2007-10-06T14:09:00.000+08:00

to all the fellow form 3s.. all partying hard now. it's your turn to pray for me for SPM! its like less than 50 days la wei, i'm going nuts.

spray my hair!!

2007-09-26T22:07:00.000+08:00

i find it quite gay. the songs are quite nice though.. and surprisingly zac efron looks hot?? wait, am i saying this?!

2007-09-20T18:25:00.000+08:00

Finally got my undang test done.. i PASSED~~!! woohoo.

now now.. don't take advantage of me when i get my car. and you can start congratulating me now. x)

BORAT means ..disgusting

2007-09-19T18:58:00.000+08:00

Seriously.. i'm not THAT hairy.. and my hair doesn't cover my thighs and OVER MY DEAD BODY i will wear that whatever-you-call-disgusting-lime-green-thingi. AND ITS ON THE BEACH OF FUCKS SAKE!

have you watched his damn show by the way? stupid and annoying like fuck only..

gee you're right Alex.. myy blog should be rated 18 any time now. =P

i just saw Vanessa hudgens boobies and they're weird

2007-09-12T14:47:00.000+08:00

i got the uncensored one suckas! =P

it doesnt look like her but she admitted so i've got nothing to say..

want more?

http://angelsmagazine.blog.de/2007/09/07/vanessa_hudgens_nacktfoto_2d_round~2942541

tsk tsk tsk.

little boy gets harassed!

2007-09-04T22:10:00.001+08:00

want a piece of me boy?

i'll give you some..
don't be shy.. sexy waist

HELPPPPPPPPPPP!!

merdeka

2007-08-31T19:58:00.000+08:00

malaysias independence.... spent time in Hartamas.. i was soooo drunK!! gwad, thanks so much for the vodka showers jean & kerrisa!! =.='

rushed to curve at 12am to watch fireworks from our car.. good shit..it was a fun night!

eye on malaysia

2007-08-25T01:28:00.000+08:00

went to this Eye on Malaysia thingy with Alex, Jean, Denise and Mich.. it didnt look that pretty up close.. but it was alrite lar.

cool leh xD

Meh donner

2007-08-19T13:27:00.001+08:00

for those only-chinese-community malaysians who wants to order fast food !

uh oh

2007-08-13T21:07:00.000+08:00

"tanniah! anda telah dipilih untuk mengikut program latihan khidmat negara "

YOU GOT TO BE KIDDING ME. o_____O

time to burn all the fats from the food..

parties

2007-08-12T00:08:00.000+08:00

Sim's partyy last night!!

it was a blast laah.. the food fight especially.. we must do that again! =D

just got back from asia cafe and i'm tired as hell so yeah..

good night

welcome to my record - hellogoodbye

2007-08-07T19:51:00.001+08:00

schools been the same ol' shit
life is getting boring each day
spm is like, coming
and im like, prepared to die

gettin started

2007-08-02T22:33:00.000+08:00

I started studying and learned to stop fagging for awhile.. zomg.

is this a dream?!

doubt it'll last

See our family. And feel better about yours.

2007-07-29T17:56:00.000+08:00

The Simpsons Movie.

probably the funniest cartoon i've ever seen. go watch it people!! =)

transformers

2007-07-27T22:01:00.000+08:00

I watched this show for the THIRD time today.. accompanied Jay la since he wanted to watch it so badly.. i'm a great friend i know. you owe me BIG.

and i'm not horny or whatever but...

Megan Fox

cant get enough of her man >.<

baby Christy

2007-07-25T21:50:00.001+08:00

Happy 27 months anniversary dear =D

love youuu...

carnival

2007-07-22T23:08:00.001+08:00

I only went to the bu3 carnival for bout half an hour. the basketball court was filled with juniors so we didn't wanna disturb.

anyway went Hartamas after that....

whoa LOOKS DAMN DELICIOUS RIGHT! IT WAS alright......

give me a gun and i'll shoot you in the head

2007-07-20T21:44:00.001+08:00

today was quite fucked up..

got a fight with some bastard in school for the stupidest reason la and i get the blame now. =.=' fuck the fuucking system!

i'm damn racist now.

=))

2007-07-19T19:42:00.000+08:00

Hey you guys..

changed to blogspot.. wanna give it a shot. looks cool.. xanga hou ma fan la. Well, keep checking in for more updates! will try my best to update more often. =D

and thanks Suez for the photobucket help.

see you guys around!